my mom never understood why i always laughed when she called me a son of a bitch.

i love my parents, i really do. but sometimes, they just annoy the shit out of me. my mom is on my ass because im smoking again. im a grown ass man, ill do what i want. my dad, hes still one of the 3 men i look up to, the other 2 are my grandpa and thomas jefferson. but my dad is a really great guy when hes not yelling at me about school and smoking and has given me some really good advice lately. he told me the other day that he didnt fall in love until he met my mom when he was 26. my grandpa told me almost the exact same thing about his last wife when he met her in his 50s. i guess there is hope for me after all. and thomas jefferson is just a kick ass dude who did a lot of great things in his life.

without money we would all be rich and right now im the richest man in the world

i have $0.00 in my bank account right now. i think ill become a painter so i can call myself a starving artist instead of just being poor. it sounds more romantic that way.

this makes me lol every time.

i have nothing left to say

so ill let you know how im feeling through interpretive dance.

today i will be happier than a bird with a french fry.

got the new chiodos and bring me the horizon albums today. fucking sick is all i have to say about both. well, gonna go rock out with my cock out.

i will get over her tomorrow by getting under someone else.

math and science i understand, women i will never get.

i wasnt scheduled to work tonight but i went in since my coworker was sick. pretty easy day, not to eventful except for one little thing. went out for a smoke break and saw the girl i was talking to for the past 2 and a half months until she decided we should just be friends then 3 days later i see her in a relationship with some kid with no job, no car, and an 11pm curfew. she was taking out the trash and i just wanted to text her and say hi, i noticed you taking out the trash, i took the trash out about a month ago but i didnt. i think her seeing me smoking again was enough to piss her off because she just stared me down for a moment. but such is life i guess, i just want her to be happy.

when i die, bury me in something for the weather in hell

ended up going to the lake today instead of camping. pretty good day i'd say. not just because i got away from the city but because i found out someone else is already regretting their choices. now its time to shit, shower and shave. hopefully tomorrow will be a good day too.