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nothing ever goes right for me. not going to florida because they chnaged the launch date and i cant miss that many days of school. this just isnt my year. nothing has gone right for me. at least there is only 2 more months of this year left until next year. im gonna make next year my bitch. i know i said that last year about this year but this time im going to make it happen.

leaving for florida today

havent packed or planned anything. ive always lived my life by the seat of my pants. do everything last minute. i did do most of my laundry yesterday so i would have clean cloths to take. thats about as much ive gotten done for this trip. gonna be one hell of a drive. ill post some pictures of the launch when i get back.

laundry day is my favorite day of the week

nothing like putting on a nice warm jacket on a cool fall day in texas. its been fall for over a month and its just now not feeling like summer. and all the leaves are starting to change color and fall off the trees leaving them bare  in a month from now. i love going for walks through the forest preserve near my house on days like today. to bad there is no one to walk with.

i can still see why kids love the taste of cinamon toast crunch.

when i was planning on joining the airforce i had to take a test like the one above to see if i had any sort of colorblindness. luckily  i dont, i can see all of the numbers in all of the circles just fine. my only vision problem is i cant see distances without my contacts. in fact im legally blind without them since its greater than 20/400. im kind of like hellen keller except i can drive because im not a woman.

i was born to soon to explore the galaxy.

so in 4 days i plan on driving to florida to watch the space shuttle launch. its the second to last time in history it will be sending people into orbit. ive always been amazed by outer space. i spend so many nights laying out on my roof outside my window staring at the stars and the moon. my fascination with space is because of my grandpa. he used to work for nasa back in the 60s during the apollo program. he helped design some of the communications equipment on the landing craft. i dont know why we arent living on the moon right now. you think that we would have been back at some point in the last 40 years.